So after getting emotionally devastated by the large food company yesterday, I went home for some more abuse. As I was finishing up some work, my wife came in to the office to ask for my help cleaning up the house. See, we have a cleaning person so we have to clean the house before she comes. This of course pisses me off as since we are cleaning anyway, why not just put in some extra effort and finish the job. When I got downstairs, my wife informed me that she somehow lost my JCU class ring. Somehow, she picked it up with my wedding band and my watch and inadvertently threw it in the garbage. She searched and could not find it. I looked too, but did not find it. That is why I never move her belongings. So yesterday, I was told that I was not good enough for my perfect job, and I lost a sentimentally important object. Yesterday, I really hated my life.
What worries me most is that I may not find a job that pays me what I need. My experience is in a low-margin field and now I am filled with self-doubt. I bought a book and I will go through the program contained in said book. I have to get out of this job, but first I have to get out of my mental slump.
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