I am so behind in my taxes, the stress is starting to get to me. At the heart of it all is that I am lazy. I think everyone is lazy to some degree, but I pisses me off that I am. I should get caught up this week, or at least that is the plan. I will be difficult as my wife is going away with the girls over the weekend.

I got completely wasted on Saturday night. It's just one of those things that happen (especially to me). It is odd that I have been drinking now for 24 years and still do not know when to stop. To that end, maybe I do as I don't get drunk nearly as often as I used to and it is just part of my personality.

I have an interview on Friday. I really want the job. I really just want any job other than the one I have. This place is killing me mentally. I feel myself getting dumber every day.